fading and coming back again.
i'm really not sure abt my feelings.
wad should i do?!
and i dont like everything in the present state.
everything feels so out of place.
i want to turn back in time, having a time machine would be so great.
turn back to last year or simply before june hoildays.
those were the greatest times that i had in bv.
the fun, joy, laughter and simply everything.
but now, nothing seems to be the same anymore.
so sick and tired of.
and not that fun anymore.
i really want to turn back to time, and dont say those hurtful things then nth will happen.
now that the someone hate me to the core, and say bad things abt me.
i dont blame that someone cause its me who started all this.
the feeling of someone hating you is really really unbearable. sucked.
and i'm not being emo or anything. i'm just finding a place to express my thoughts and its here, i guess.

P/s: Proper post either tmr or sat. i promise.